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Squeek!'s Confoozled Mind
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| | "We do what we do because we do." - Me on a walk tonight | comments: Leave a comment   |
| And if anyone remembers my post along time ago stating that my LJ would vanish, this is the day.
Well it's not entirely true.
I'm keeping selected posts but I've removed the bulk of everything pretty much.
I'm mostly keeping LJ because there are some friends who don't have AIM or whatever and I can't get ahold of.
Also for the communities which provide me with insight and occasionally quick news on whatever I'm interested in.
For those wishing to know what's going on in my life you can leave a message here if you really want to know where my new blog will be located. That blog will be where I keep my true thoughts and will not hold back anymore so you've been warned if you already don't like the bluntness of my LJ. | | comments: 8 comments or Leave a comment |
| Someone from Engadget who has a PSP had thoughts which I found amusing.
"Yeah, I guess it's becoming more of a media player than a game machine. A shame really, since it has such a beautiful screen and powerful gaming engine. (But who buys a video player with no hard drive?)
You know, maybe the power is actually the PSP's weakness as a handheld system. Developers with a budget to create those high-caliber games would rather just do it for the home consoles, since the installed base is much greater, and hence sales would be much better. Whereas development for the DS requires creativity and clever coding, but not massive blockbuster budgets.
It seems that despite all the fanboy arguments, the PSP isn't really competing against the DS. It's powerhouse status means it has to compete against the PS2." | | comments: 4 comments or Leave a comment |
| I woke up yesterday with a bad tummy ache.
Today/tonight I'm in the emergency room with appendicitis.
Surgery tonight or tomorrow, probably tomorrow.
Blah.
St. Francis (Federal Way) hospital if anyone cares to visit.
Honestly, I'm scared to death.
I know I'm not the greatest person, but please send me your thoughts and wishes, I'm so scared!
-Squeeketh of the Hospital
(Note: this post was made by proxy by Bandon. Squeek is in room 116. Visiting hours are apparently from 9 a.m. to 8 p.m. We did find out that she will be in surgery tomorrow and get out of the hospital on Monday.) | | comments: 8 comments or Leave a comment |
| I"M FUCKING TIRED OF MY FAMILY TALKING BEHIND MY BACK.
YES I MAKE POOR FINANCIAL DECISIONS.
YES I OWE DAD MONEY.
YES HE WILL BE KICKED OUT.
AS IF THE SMALL PITTANCE THAT I WILL BE GIVING HIM WOULD HELP.
FUCK YOU ALL.
I'M TIRED OF MY FAMILY AND I JUST WANT TO MOVE FAR FUCKING AWAY.
I wont however, because unlike the rest of my fucktarded family, I will take dad in. I WILL NOT IGNORE MY UNCLE.
JON AND I ARE NOT IN A POSITION TO DO THIS BUT BY GOD, I WILL BECAUSE EVEN WHEN YOU THINK I MAKE POOR FUCKING DECISIONS WITH MY MONEY IT"S STILL MY MONEY TO DO AS I WISH.
DONT EVER FUCKING TALK TO ME AGAIN ANY OF YOU. I DONT EVER WANT TO SEE ANY OF YOU AGAIN ACCEPT DAD AND UNCLE DAVID. | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| will be the last day of my LJ.
Why?
Because I'm tired of the drama, both from friends and family.
I'm tired of reading about things I don't care about anymore.
I'm also tired of it being some kind of communication venue between friends.
Phones, AIM, and email I feel are a much better option than LJ.
That's what LJ has become to alot of people - a communication venue instead of a personal venting avenue and I'm sick of it.
Therefore, instead of bitch bitch bitch, I will use up the remainder of the paid session that my loving BF (heh pretty much fiance at this point) got me so as to not waste the resource, then I will probably just delete my LJ.
Jon said awhile back that I shouldn't delete it, that I should just leave it alone as there are memories in here.
Well some of them are good, most of them are bad however. Mostly though to counter his point - the good stuff is in my heart or at home next to me! Why do I need some form of online text to remind me that I have a loving man in my life? I DON'T! FUCK OFF LJ!
So yes, when August 24th rolls around, this LJ gets the AXE. | | comments: 4 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Subject: | Hmm. | | Time: | 02:51 am | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/growf/smileys/thoughtful.gif) thoughtful |
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| Just thinking.
It really just makes me shake my head and wonder if working for that damn con is worth it to anyone. Obviously not to me anymore, but I say this because not one person has made an effort to even contact me concerning anything. Not to pick up stuff, not to say - hey thanks for working for us, nothing. This kind of behavior I personally feel is childish and really when you think about it is unprofessional.
I have done my best and not even a thank you from anyone. O well, big fucking whoop.
I guess Gabriel de los Angeles said it best when he said - "It's a thankless job and you just have to accept that." I can see why he left. And I can now see from his POV. Well maybe not exactly from his POV but nonetheless.
It's not like I wanted a thank you either. I don't want anything anymore, but this proves the point of lack of communication still.
I don't bite. I'm mostly harmless. Anyone got a towel?
-Squeek!eth of animeghost.net updating | | comments: 8 comments or Leave a comment |
| 
Take your username to google images and post the first image/link to the image that pops up!
LOL I created that image!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD | | comments: Leave a comment |
| So the next day we leave the hotel and head back to the beach (to the Peter Iredale thingy) to take photos since the camera was dead the day before..
Before we went there we stopped off briefly at Battery Russell. The only spot on the continental US that has been fired upon since the Civil War. Would of loved to wander around that alot except for the fact that...
it was sooooooooooooooooooo fscking hot!!! Which was a good thing but we didn't know until we got to the ship and it had alot of water around it.. The tide decided that it was going to be in more than out.
Jon was pretty much like - "well screw this I'm goin up there anyway!" and proceeded to go into the ice cold water around the ship. Then actually using his brain turned around and gave me his wallet so it would not get wet.
He climbed around for a bit, ocassionally finding spots that sunk and well.. got in deeper kekeke. Then a bad thing happened.. he climbed over a railing and some barnacles snagged him on the leg.. making it all bloody and stuff. He seemed to shrug it off like a little boy and keep playing around. He got up to the front and I took a picture of him.
Then he came back down and I decided to try to get in there. Though try as I might, I'm just not as tall so my stuff might of gotten wet. Then.. Jon decided to carry me across the water and put me on a rail so I could go up and get my picture taken. Success!!!
After he carried me back and I ran to shore.. he went somewhere else to basically play in the waves.
I ran back to the hot sand and put our belongings down to this generous family who offered to watch it for us.
Back down I went with excitement!!! YAY!! The Pacific Ocean... never seen it. Seen the Alantic and swam in that.. never done that in the PO. Jon kept going out and still the water wasn't going up very far on him. Though on me it was really cold and going up to my waist!!! He stopped and we basically just jumped around the waves for a while and had fun, cold fun but fun!!!
So we leave there and decide to head to Clatskanie because it was more cost effective to just camp in his parent's yard than to go pay money at a camp site.
The journey there was just beautiful... For some reason I felt like I knew what the trees were talking about. I felt like I could hear their words and just knew.. This was all while we were driving and it's one of the weirdest sensations I've ever felt.
Anyway we stopped off at another hatchery which was pretty cool.. you could see the fishes a little better.
Then Jon made a stop at Bradley. Didn't have a clue what it was until we got there.
Holy shit. There are some views that I've seen that are remarkable. That view... Just looking over and seeing the river and mountains and ... I just can't describe how beautiful it was.
After that we actually (drive forever it seemed in the heat) made it to Clatskanie where Jon called his mom and had her meet us at the best pizza place ever - Fultanos. Mmm. When I had had it last time my mind was too pre-occupied with someone else and I was in a mega depression because of what transpired. But obviously I got over it.
Just remembering all the flirting we did while Jeremiah's car was getting the spare on it just makes me smile. And of course all the notes I'la and I made on the way back. Then the stop at the parts store where the girlies had a meeting and they all agreed that Jon was flirting with me. Ahhh so wonderful! XD
But anyway, when I saw the sign I had that flashback.
We wait maybe a minute or two for Jon's mom to show up. She comes out of the car and I was a bit suprised. I'd seen a photo of her (and her husband) before and it honestly wasn't the best photo on the planet. So when I saw her I was pleasantly suprised and immediately saw the resemblance between her and her son. It was very kawaii ^_^
Then we order the pizza.. they asked me what I prefered and I of course said Hawaiian cause it's the yummy. She gets a smile on her face and says that's what she likes to. That's pretty cool XD
So we sit down and chat for awhile. Well no, basically she catches Jon up on events with family and at home and around. Pretty boring for me honestly but I was content with my pizza and ice-cream!
Afterwards we were given a shock. They are putting us up in the new Inn that very new! They obviously didn't want me seeing stuff at the house which I dont' know why really. I could care less what someone's house looks like. But anyway it was a nice room and we stayed up there for... the entire rest of the trip!
She headed home to do a few things I guess or run errands before picking up the hubby. So Jon and I vegged for awhile in the room. Turning on the TV and realizing they have G4!!! ooooo We watched that ALOT while we were there.
Gah.. I don't have time to finish this post so I'll have to post a part 3!!! #_#;;;;
Squeek!eth | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| Wow where do I start off??
Well Jon said - Let's just get out of the house now... It was about hmm 7:30pm on Monday night (14th). We wanted to head down towards
Ocean Shores and see where we could stay etc.
So we head off after corraling all the stuff in the big ass suitcase. We head down to Wal-Mart to pick up supplies for camping and get an
oil change. Pick up random things.. tarp, air matress, etc... I swear tho the Renton Wal-Mart is REALLY ghetto... The things I saw and
the idiot people.. Feh. Maybe Redmond is just spoiling me. =/
We get out of the hole known as Renton and head for my dad's to borrow the cooler. Talk with dad for awhile before we leave... He gives
me a quest! "I used to have an old penny from one of those $.51 machines, could you bring me one of those back from Ocean Shores." I'm
like - sure! Yay a quest!!!! A target..
Before we actually went to my dad's I called up Mike since he lives in Olympia and asked if he wanted to hang out for a little bit while
we were down there.. He says he's not sure because of how late it was getting and how long it woulda taken to get down there.
Needless to say we didn't leave dad's place until like 10ish sometime. So no meetup with Mike. We do however stop off in Olympia anyway
to pick up something to eat as we're fannished! I must say that the Albertsons we got food at had some yummy sandwiches.. I had roast
beef and I think Jon had ham. I elected NOT to go with the turkey this time as the effects of the turkey would of been undesirable! We
also had salad.. I had chicken and he had macaroni pasta. Both delicious!!
Then we head off on 101 to the coast! It was dark out but I was still oogling over all the sites of just TREES!!! @_@;;; Off in the
distance I saw four lights (THERE ARE FOUR LIGHTS!) on top of something huge.. I then realized it might be one of those reactors and told
Jon that we need to get out of the area quickly!!! I hate those things... They scare me.. nuclear stuff and all.. >.>
Now we're really moving (at a blazing speed of 62!!!) and I could tell that Bandon was really coming out after the - "Yeah I want to pay
an obscene amount and put my RV out in the middle of fucking no where!" After a storage place we saw on the highway... It was great even
if it was for a brief time he peeked out. ^_^
Gas was SOOOOOOOOOO much cheaper down there too!!! For the cheap stuff at Chevron it was about $2.09
So we get through Aberdeen with all it's turns and windy roads to MORE trees as we get closer and closer to Ocean Shores...
We get into OS around 1AM. Nothing is open. Except a handleful of hotels.. We check the Best Western for their rates.. Too high.
Around $80.00 I think for the night. That's a little much for our tiny budget. So we go next door and see it looks closed etc.
Then we get the crazy idea to head out to Ocean City to check if anything is cheaper around there. WEW!!! It was a good move I thought!
There was some twisty whindy roads up that way!!! Jon can handle twisty roads real well and later in that week I would discover why. Stop at a few places and find they were closed of course... Motels that are in business at night shouldn't CLOSE at night!!! We end up at Ocean City and it was kinda drab and had one Motel. Which of course was CLOSED. So we head out after looking at an amusing sign (one of those poles that had signs going everywhere).
We head back to Ocean Shores and decide to stop off at the Resort Casino place.. O but wait! Before we did that.. we went out on this drive that when we went out on was the BEACH!!! It was a beach roadway!!!! @_@;; I was scared to death because it was... middle of the night and dark as hell so I wanted him to leave ASAP... >.> Anyway we get to the Resort and ask how much they want.. same price as the Best Western.. $80. Too much for our budget still. Jon tells the lady what we have been up to and what we tried.. Including going to the campground to find it closed. She then tells us some helpful info. Basically that they don't actually chain the gate in the campground and you can sneak in. That was good news for us as we left in a hurry and zipped into the campground.
We found a spot and put a tent up but were too exhausted to put down the airmatress so we ended up sleeping on an incline on the ground with our sleeping bags.. I awoke the next morning to a terrible terrible back-ache, but I wasn't about to let that stop us from having a good time!
Jon went to pay and I went to potty and told the Ranger about what we did. He chewed us out as I expected, but it's better for him to know the truth than to not as he could just boot us out of there if he found out later.
Anyway the people in the actual booth told us that there were better campspots near the beach. We moved and found this GREAT place next to the beach trail. Had some trees to climb and was just generally a good spot I felt. Pitched the tent and headed to town for a kite and a bucket! Went to one of these stores and got a bucket and a kite... a DRAGON KITE!!! WEWT!!!
Then I believe we headed back (My memory sucks) and went out to the beach to make me a sandcastle! Jon was going to fly the kite.. but the high winds kinda broke it =/ So he ended up helping me make my castle. ^_^ We dug and made walls and towers and stuff... and a hole in the middle of the castle so I could be maybe the same size as it etc. Got pictures!
We headed back and did some other things in town. Then came back to the campground with firewood from... an interesting individual we'll just put it that way. We throw it on and it's wet. -_-;;; Wasn't seasoned. Grrreat.. smokey fire. So we buy some from the park and it's kinda wet... I started chopping it with the axe we bought to salvage good pieces and such.
Eventually the fire is good enough to roast our hotdogs! Mmm that was GREAT!! I hate hotdogs too!! XD Yummed those up as well as some marshmellows then some smores. Later on we hear some racket from the other camp.
I first saw a bunny in the bushes before I heard the racket. Then it disapeered... Then I saw something moving and I was like - Uhhhh Jon what IS that!!! He's like - what is what?? I point and he shines the light. It was a racoon. I remember that racoons are mean lil devils but didn't care. I made a clicking noise and the coon started coming towards us. Then Jon proceeds to tell me scare info (AGAIN) that they have rabbies and stuff like that so you don't want it near you. So he then moves some wood and motions towards it in a hostile mannor and it leaves real quick. For the rest of the night I was scared to death (even in the tent) because of how afraid he made me of it. Thanks =/
So yeah that was the exciting parts of the actual camping..
That was Tuesday night too...
Wednesday we decide to head out of town towards OR. Before we do we go into town to do a lil window shopping and such. Before we really do that tho I had us rent some 3 wheel bikes. Not motorized.. the ones you use your legs on. They were TONS of fun to ride around with!!! We check out shops with the 3 wheelers and get them back etc.. eat and then head out of town.
Down the 101!!! Was SOOOOOOOOOOO beautiful!!!!!!!!! OMG!!!! Trees and views... :: oogles :: I love that road!
We get down to close to Astoria and cross the bridge into Astoria... The bridge was MASSIVE @_@;;; I mean it was flat then it went UP and wow... so beautiful though.
Jon decides to try to get me up to the Astoria Column.. Well we got thoroughly denied.. also on the way up we saw a film crew of sorts... =/
So we decide to go eat at KFC as we're starving. Jon asks why the things were closed and they tell him that they are filming "Ring 2" and "Goonies 2" Oy... Just our luck. We come into town the time they decide to film shit. BAH!!!
It had been decided we'd stay in town and did that we did. We went to Fred Meyers so I could search for Gundams.. Though I believe before that Jon was going to show me that Battery that I can't remember the name of.. something like Battery Russell.. the only one that was fired on in the continental US. BUT! It was... Yep CLOSED because of the fuckers filming Ring 2. FUCK YOU ALL!!! ;p
Anyway we go somewhere else.. he shows me this ship stuck in the sand.. The Peter Iredale. It was really cool because you could climb up on it and so on... We did that for awhile and came back then went to Freddies... Then we wandered around Astoria for awhile. It was getting near sunset and so Jon took me to this place on the river... some viewing station.
I was delighted by the view of the sunset. Even if the bridge was there it was one of the most beautiful sites I have ever seen. And I got to enjoy it with the man I love. How much perfect can you get?
So we eat at this place called Pig N Pancake. It was good food I thought, even if the people were a bit stuffy and rude. Jon didn't like his meal at all it appeared. =/
We left and decided to camp outside the Red Lion as we couldn't get a room yet (Jon's paycheck gets deposited so we have to wait for it to be deposited). Eventually after lots of game playing on our phones he checks and it's there. He heads into the Red Lion only to be rebuffed as the fucking film crew took up everything. EVERY HOTEL in Astoria was full!!!! FUCKERS!!! I HATE YOU!!!!
We head back to Westerton or whatever the fuck the town is and stay at the Shilo Inn. Great room with sauna, steam room, pool and weight room. All open 24-7!!! So we jump in the spa for awhile.. Then head into the steam room as I had never been in one. Wow my sinuses felt GREAT after that! THen the sauna but it was cold and I didn't want to wait around.
That was it for those days!! I'll be posting more in a bit about part 2!!!
-Squeek!eth of first part of vacation | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| omg...
I am so sad...
Before playing the concert I could play the Entertainer just perfectly..
Then when it comes to the concert I fucked it up so bad.. Kia even helped me play it.
I was so nervous and I fucked it up.
I feel like I let her down. She probably doesn't think that but I feel it.
I just wanted to run away from the piano and hide and die. But I stuck it out through the terribleness and played it.
I felt like I got the pity applause truth be told. Got the loudest applause for some strange reason.
I gotta go now.
-Squeek!eth of failure. | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | Lord of the Rings - The Two Towers - Requiem for a Dream (Or | | Subject: | Serious moment. | | Time: | 06:13 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/growf/smileys/silly.gif) energetic |
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| I want to be serious for a moment.
Last night I had many conversations with Jon. One of them went a little like this -
:: sigh ::
I want to save the world ya know, but people keep telling me that I can't because not everyone can't be saved or for other silly reasons.
"You can try."
Wow. Only maybe 1 or 2 other people have been positive about this. It's very important to me that I do just that.. try.
Thank you Jon.
And now to my main point.
I went to school today and did my normal thing. Instead of bore you with details about that I want to talk about something that can save lives.
Giving blood. Donating it.
I gave blood for the first time today.
I was nervous and kinda scared as I don't like needles. They freak me out.
I gave blood and it will save up to 4 lives.
If you are like me, put away all that crap and give blood. Save a life or 2.
So really I am urging EVERYONE unless for some reason you cannot to give blood!
How many lives can we save together with a simple gift?
This is my dream. Saving lives. One person at a time.
As a silly side note, they do give yummy cookies! All the more reason to give. ;p
-Squeek!eth of donation | | comments: 7 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | Evangelion - Migawari no Shinyu | | Subject: | Hmm Wednesday.. | | Time: | 01:28 am | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/growf/smileys/smile.gif) thankful |
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| Well I got my music books finally.. (had the cash to do so) so after class today I went and spent sometime on the piano playing all I could. Was fun.. Talked to Roland and will probably see him on Thursday as that's when he has classes and is on campus.
Other than that things have been going peachy.
Did alot of room cleaning today. Didn't get everything done on my to-do list but got most of it done! Just didn't get done some of the lil things.. like use my computer to update LJ.. but I'm doing that now so I'll cross that off my list ^_^
Don't really have much to say except that life is going grand right now. Couldn't ask for it better. Even though I'm ass broke that's about the only thing I can complain about.
And yeah even though I am this broke, I still give what little money I have to people I see who need it etc. I'm crazy or something.
Hmm something interesting walking home from school though.. These guys were pushing this car on Northgate Way. I had decided to go to Walgreens to pick up a whiteboard for my to-do list. This is the reason I saw them. I decided to help them push. One of the guys remarked "How could you not be involved in something like this!!" lol he cracked me up. Sounds very familiar.
Needless to say we got them to the gas station (went across a light lol) and they just needed gas is all. So I was glad to help them out and get my exercise in at the same time ^_^
If people would just do things like this everyday, I feel we could have a much better world. Instead people bicker about their differences and whine that they don't have much. Well you're living aren't you??? Life is what you make it. And ya know what, I'm going to make mine the best possible and help others on the way.
-Squeek!eth of possitive thoughts | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Subject: | Hmm | | Time: | 01:28 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/growf/smileys/okay.gif) ok |
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| Well it's Saturday.
Last night was alot of fun at I'la's place for girl's night!!!
Kekkekekekekeke Yay for coloring n stuff!! ^_^
I am going to the Gameworks thing shortly so I will be having funxors
:: sigh ::
I wish my man could be there with us!! I think he'd have a good time.
As it is, he's in Oregon helping his folks out and I think that's cool too. Hopefully things are going good for them all.
Welp time to get ready!!! ^_^
-Squeek!eth of running late | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | SECOND STAGE D SELECTION 1 - Blazin' beat | | Subject: | LOL | | Time: | 03:18 am | | Current Mood: | accomplished |
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| My BF rocks...
Quigoni: Cause you denied me
CriticonX: I denied nothing
Quigoni: Well give it to me now
Quigoni: and I will forgive you.
CriticonX: fine....*sexes Squeek! up*
AnmGhstNet: *Beats down CriticonX*
SparkleToastGuy: *shields eyes*
Quigoni: wewt! ^_^
CriticonX: *flips Squeek the bird*...THATS why I wont sex you up XP
Quigoni: I forgive you Brian.
Quigoni: But I don't think my BF does.
Quigoni: ^_^
CriticonX: *hobbles off nursing his wounds*
AnmGhstNet: *Stabs Criticon in back*
Quigoni: Oooo
Quigoni: I like him ^_^
CriticonX: *dead*......
AnmGhstNet: *raises crit from the dead so that he can beat him up again*
AnmGhstNet: *then passes out from exhaustion from working too much*
Quigoni: :: enjoys ::
AnmGhstNet: See you all later ;p
Quigoni: :: beats the crap outta Squall ::
Quigoni: :: finishes off BF's work ::
CriticonX: -_-....*gets up....flips Squeek! off.....leaves*......
AnmGhstNet = Jon
CriticonX = Brian/Squall
SparkleToastGuy = Josh | | comments: 9 comments or Leave a comment |
| Talking about stopping me from doing anything -
The Fuzzybear: Stop you? Like a leave can stop a huracaine
I believe he meant leaf and hurricane... still amusing. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| I cannot believe I posted that while I was drunk.. wtf? @_@;;;;
I did have a good laff about it but am mega embarrased lol!!!!!
So yesterday was an excellent day all around. Saw lots of people, had lots of fun! What more can one ask for!
O yes!! I got a box of Godiva white chocolates from Jon for V day.. and a rose!!! SWOO!! XD lol So sweet ^_^
I got him a box of Rocky Mountain chocolates and a lil bean dragon thingy. I think he liked it ^_^
O yes.. for the record - Stroh will not be cosumed by me unless I've had something good to eat... CHEESESTICKS DO NOT CONSTITUTE AS SOMETHING GOOD!!!!
O and another thing.. club sandwiches rock!!!!! They rock like GOBOTS!!! XD
Hmm more later when I can actually formulate my thoughts!
-Squeek!eth of a drunken night! | | comments: 7 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | Chobits OST - Let Me Be With You (New Step Mix) | | Subject: | Wow.. | | Time: | 12:49 am | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/growf/smileys/embarrassed.gif) loved |
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| It's weird when I start to have a BF...
This time it's even weirder for one reason...
Instead of my social events calendar dropping off the face of the planet, it's become even MORE busier than it was!!! Go figure.
O.. and just to those out there who don't think I should have a BF right now.. you can piss off ^_^ I'm me own person and I'll make my own choices thanks. ^_^
Sorry, that's been in my system for awhile and I'm tired of people thinking that me having a BF is bad. I've grown alot by having them. So whatever.
So it's the daily what the hell happened to Squeek! portion of my LJ...
THURSDAY
umm... :: remembering ::
Went down to dad's place to say hi and get money... I hope dad doesn't lose his job, but it might be heading in that direction soon if things don't fall in place as they might. I just hope he doesn't lose his job. I don't know what he would do. I want him to be able to live how he wants to etc... Maybe I worry about it too much... :: sigh ::
Well that's probably the ONLY down spot in my life currently now that I think about it. Though I do think about it quite often because I feel like the ONLY member in my family who gives a flying fuck about him.
So anyway.. I'm hanging out with dad... O yeah I called Jon on the phone and let him know where I used to live so he could come snag me. That was pretty cool.
Dad, Jon and I sat and talked for awhile. Mostly about random things.. alot of guns and politics. ya know.. standard talk when going down to dad.
Overall I think it went well. I could bring like.. the worst possible person over to dad and I doubt he'd care. lol
Anyway..
So then from there, Jon and I proceeded to the ops meeting at J's...
Arren, Jon and I proceeded to go bowling ^_^ I had the mom ball with me!! Yayx0rs. We bowled and had good times. I found that I really enjoyed going bowling with them. I wasn't really worried about the score as I normally am. It was very nice.
It was a very good day and I'm very thankful! ^_^
FRIDAY
Well to cut a long story short.. it was filled with running around hell and concluded with more bowling, this time with I'la, Nate, Ben, Jon and I.
The tye-dye ball of doom rocks!!! Jon was kicking ass at the end with it XD
O yes.. and I bow to Ben as the successor to our rivalry lol!!!!
Must go bowling alot more soon!!! YAY!
:: sigh ::
Everything is doing so wonderfully right now... It's just incredible. I thank my lucky stars everyday I'm alive and am able to participate.
I thought once long ago that I was in the worst position in the world. That I had it so rough.
I don't.
I have things the way I have things. You can't base these things off of anyone else's experience as they are all different.
Wow I'm so lucky. :: winks at Jon :: kekeke
:: thanks God again ::
Ya know.. I hope I don't come off as preachy or anything crappy like that to any of my friends. I just like to thank God every once in awhile for good fortune and such.
So sorry if I do.. I don't mean to. XD
:: hugs the world ::
I hope everyone is doing well and if they are not, if there is anything I can do, let me know!! I'll try to help and make things better as best as possible.
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I am very content. That is all.
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